it lives in my marrow
nestled inside brittle bones.
i still feel it writhing
deep, where i cannot reach
but
i
still
try
first, with one finger
then, two
three
first, “only after grandma makes my favorite dish”
(oh my, has it been 10 years?)
then, every time my teeth sink into anything
life-giving — it
hates
volume.
About the artist: Celia Fung read Sparknotes for In nite Jest by David Foster Wallace once. MS2. URSMD.